sarburst2501

All around me are familer faces worn out places worn out faces" its stuck in mah head, i'm in class bored as shit. I wanna go home, its early release tommorow, not coming to school friday. I just diont feel like it. Theres only 3 days of school next week. I'm hungry. Yawn.

Fuck trees

I didn't know how easy
The truth was then
It takes me hours now
Just to use my common sense

Your heart is sore
And my words are weak
I guess it was too soon
For me to speak
I'm runnin' out of breath
And you've given me to much time
I don't know where to start
To fix the problems I've left behind

And I didn't know why
Your tears kept on falling
I didn't mean for you to despise
Every word I'd promised

Take one look at me now
The words have come tumbling out
And you turn your head
With an expression across your face
I've taken up your time
You found someone to fill my space

I can't say that I blame you
So just please me
I can't say that I loved you
Even though you loved me

1.  I want orange juice.
2. I wanted to see Paramore live. Concert got sold out
3. Theres something i miss out there. That item knows what it is.
4. My bed is cold.
5. Perry the Platypus is on tv
6. Official SAT study guide.
7. I have to sit through psat tommorow.
8. No, i do not think i'm so cool cause i get to take the psat.
9. I 'm gonna watch true blood.
10. Actually i'll watch it later toniight.
11. I need to come up with a science project.
12. Fuck.
13. I'm sick.
14. I have school tommorow.
15. I cant spell.
16. I'm done.

Its a list. Dont comment it .

I don't own an immune system. 

paramore and lamb of i'd go anywhere for them.

Brand New Eyes, Paramores Highly anticipated third studio album.   Its been two years since Paramore has released any new material (excluding Decode) its predecessor Riot! had a good run but its time has come to a close and is now making way for the superior Brand New Eyes. If you have been worrying whether or not BNE was going to deliver or if it was going to be a complete dissapointment. Wipe those worries away as Brand New Eyes delivered and kicked ass. BNE Has a total of twelve tracks, eleven new and one old. Old being Decode... The cd starts off with careful, with a At the drive sounding intro which quickly ends with the band alll starting in sync , with Zacs incredible drumming skills pulsing in the back ground. Then Hayley Williams voice Enters and blows your mind away, You can seriously hear the evolution of her voice. With out going to in depth into her voice. We can just say Her voice sounds damn good.  For an opening track its pretty damn cool.

Second track on the album is ignorance. Well no point in talking about this one as everyone has heard this song.

Third track: Playing God. This has to be one of my favorite songs on the album. The song starts off with a soft guitar melody which is indeed very pretty. A few seconds later Hayley unleashes her voice to your ears with the line "Can't make my own decisions or make any with precision" Her voice is just something i cant stress enough. HER VOICE IS INCREDIBLE . The chrous  in this song is pretty simple but its just pure awesome. Its something you have to sing along to. I mean how can you not sing to "You don't have to believe me, but the way I way I see it next time you point a finger,I might have to bend it back, or break it break it off" The song then leads into an awesome breakdown with Zacs pulsing drums in the background. Hayley and Josh taking turns after each line in the song. Its just an epic moment in the song. 

Fourth Track: Brick By Boring Brick, This has to be my favorite track on the album. The song startsoff with a sweet guitar intro  and Zac starting the beat with his snare and bass drum.  Soon after the whole band joins to make a smile painting intro Which is soon followed by "She lives in a fairy tale Somewhere too far for us to find Forgotten the taste and smell Of the world that she's left behind" By this point i had goose bumps. I couldnt help but keep nodding my head and smiling while listening to it. After the few verses pass by they lead into a chorus that just ugh its amazing. Words Cant describe it . After the chorus Hayley does this "Ba da ba da ba" thing which at first i kinda laughed at but second time i heard the song i was like damn. Thats awesome. The Ba da ba da ba was basically the transition from chorus to verses again. To keep this one short. Its breaks down to the most epic outro besides (LTFB TFR) where the group basically sings Ba da ba da ba all together and it increases in power towrds the end of the song.

(This is my opinion and my opinion only)

Due to time problems. The rest will be posted later.

Math can be. Its damn ridiculous. I fell asleep 3 times in class. But my teacher kept throwing errassers at me to wake me up. I hate this class with a burning passion.

In order to shed the memories of her
My self befell my preeminent adversary
Belligerent toward the feathered mirrors
The shatters eidetic to crawling cardinals
Her perception is the carrion of my bliss
Craving vultures to forget me
Received by the plucks of halcyon
Defined by my head's roost
The seraphs renewed my wings with a gift
The innocent swan bewails me not to accept
Ardent mocking birds bemoan not this fate
Her plumage engulfs my mirage
But she will be the one to bury me
And we will together fly unto oblivion

Well i'm home and well i dont have much to say anymore. Like i said in the past entry its all just a blank state right now. I really dont know what to do. Or what to feel. But Livejournal i guess gave me a place to kinda express my blankness. thats all i pretty much i have to say.

Bye.

Bestfriends on livejournal <3 you.

Its been something I thought would happen sooner or later..to be honest I tought it would happen later..like later later. But I was very very wrong. It happpened saturday (i think I spelled that wrong). You would have thought it was something from a movie but it was very very real. My mother and father were. Arguing like usual..but this time it was far more intense it lasted three hours or two i'm not so sure to be honest. Through out the whole aeguement I wasnt paying attention untill I heard my mother say the words. " its fucking over i'm sick and tired of it, I want you out of my fucking house" those were the only words I managed to pick up. My mother left the house for a bit in tears. And my father stayed in his room which I presume would be sobbing..i'm not entirely sure what I should be feeling but what I can say I feel an odd blankness or like a gapping whole that opened in my heart. Like something that obviously...doesnt feel right at all. I'm not gonna kill myself over iit but it feels so fucking (edit) weird. Well i'm gonna stop here i'm still at school.

FUCK MY FUCKING LIFE.

I'm gonna write some poems cause i havent written one in ages. and i feel like i should.

Maybe not poems whatever comes to my mind. Here it goes

The black carpet set across the land
The Walk of shame the Walk of hate

You said you would change you said you would work to keep the relation ship together. You said you wanted to last forever..
But i guess you lied, I guess you wanted to make me feel better about myself for a while. Yet you stayed with me for six months and you end up cheating on me? Is this what it really has to come too? Not only did you just cheat on me, Fucking bitch you cheated on my with my best friend. Couldnt you have saved yourself the trouble, and just tell me you wanted to end it? Couldnt you have just told me you were bored of me and didnt want to be around me anymore ? Couldnt you have just cut me some slack and told me straight out, not cheat on me ? You brought me to it, You were the last hope in my fucking life but i see it was all a false fucking a hope. Another fantasy in this world , another thing that was too good to be true. Another Dream shattered so small pieces that cant be glued together again. This heart cant be mended, This heart cant be taped together. You cant pick up the pieces and start all over. My Existance on this piece of land you call earth, is over. Hope you don't regret what you did.

Frogs dont drink water, Ants dont sleep.

Zombies at my front door?

Dont listen to the people around you. Just listen to my voice and obey my orders. No matter what they are .
Do not fear me, as I am your bestfriend, i am the only person you can trust.
the people you live with, the people in your household..
They must die.. They must sacrafice themselves to the dark lord.
But i want to see them again..
You sold your soul to the dark lord for personal gainn..
Now you must pay..
Feel the pain.

Sometimes i think i;m crazy,but what is crazy?

Is everything around us just a figment of our imagination? What if everything around us is fake and were just sleeping in an everlasting machine and we never wake up? What if the real world was actually destroyed from a nuclear holocaust?

Eh, We'll probably never know.


Whatever .

taken from seventytwoplays cause i'm really bored and need a distraction.

Instructions: Open up your iTunes and fill out this survey, no matter how embarrassing the responses might be.


How many songs total: 1507
How many hours or days of music: idk i'm on zune but i'm gonna say alot.
Most recently played: Runaway love - Ludacris
Most played: Break you- Lamb of god
Most recently added: No idea

Sort by song title:
First song: Great big white world - Marylin Manson
Last song: Zombie Inc - In flames

Sort by time:
Shortest song: into- breaking Benjamin
Longest song: Tetragrammaton - The mars Volta 16;05 minutes
Sort by album:
First album: Relationship of Command - At the Drive in
Last album: Perceptions- VersaEmerge

First song that comes up on Shuffle: Stricken - Disturbed

Search the following and state how many songs come up:
Death – 9
Life – 6
Love – 21
Hate – 4
You – 75
Sex – 3

About Breaking Benjamin's new album "Dear Agony" the single "I will not bow" Is being played on the radio August 17 what radio station? I do not know. But Breaking Benjamin is one of my favorite bands and ugh the anticipation for the new album is killing me but at the same time makes me nervous. They are releasing it the same day as Brand New Eyes lol.


Edit - I'm also a little nervous for the new Muse album.

A bat.

I::M SO FUCKING SMARTICLE AND I FIXED MY ZUNE YES FUCK YES AH ORGASM YES FUCK SHIT DICK BITCH IN YO FACE BROKEN ELECTRONICS I HAVE DEFIED YOU !

-Fangurl dances-

I;m trashing my book, I cant do it anymore. Too discouraged to write one damn word

Fuck and i really wanted to go far with this one.

whatever.

I'm using lj on my new phone I feel so cool